December 2010
Accept and Forgive. Thats what i learned at Immanuel ‘10
Dec 31st
Retreat tomorrow, excited? hell yea
Dec 28th
ListenJ.Reyez- Thats Ok With Me
Dec 27th
The count down.
So 2 more days till retreat:) LET’S GO!! Time to get blessed:) BEST TIME OF THE YEAR
Dec 27th
I still remember..
For some reason, this memory came back of you. Yeah, like when we used to talk a lot. I started to like you and all. Sigh, and for once when I thought I should be bold and tell you that I like you, you never talked to me again. Yeah, this was like 2 years ago but some reason, I can’t forget about it. I mean, what did I do wrong. Sigh, you just treated me like shit after. Blocked me on aim,...
Dec 26th
When i hear people say that they dont have time to go to church on sundays, thats bullshit.. How come i go every sunday and have no problem pulling off a 94 average while being on a sports team.. yeah, shut up. You DO have time
Dec 26th
Why do I always feel rejected. Everywhere I go, I sense this..
Dec 26th
So like. We never talked for quite a while. And I’m starting to have an urge to try to talk to you again soon, so yeah. Truth is, I miss talking to you as a friend.
Dec 24th
I miss all my friends that I never really see alot. Even those I don’t really talk to anymore. Sigh, I miss everyone:(
Dec 24th
Dec 23rd
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I should forget my feelings for you and just move on. from what I see, I can’t see us being together. Sigh, oh well:) God provides!
Dec 23rd
ekimm96 10:58 pm     sigh man i just wanna be with the ppl that matter to me -_- no one else haha     for christmas     thats my wish joshua gee 10:58 pm     LOL     FSS!!!
Dec 23rd
mom bought me a 3 foot long teddy bear <3
Dec 23rd
Dec 22nd
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Dec 22nd
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I got rashes or something on my legs after I had swim on thursday. I thought it would go away as just an itch but it’s still itchy. Looks normal though LOL HEBEJYSVWJHW
Dec 21st
Dec 21st
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spasmeni-deactivated20120314 asked: JOSSSSHHHUAA GEEEE.
okayy sooo. i think you are amazingg lol
youre really an inspiring...
i feel like whenever im ready to give up and let go of everything
you say something and im like wow im really stupidd.
thank you :D
God Bless Youuu.
Dec 21st
2 tests tomorrow, lets just get this over with.. My progress report came and 2 subjects have averages in the 80’s.. shit. 
Dec 21st
Going to train like hell this break. I didn’t face my goal yet. Don’t worry I didn’t forget.. 1 more year, let’s go. Do work
Dec 21st
2 more days till break? LETS GOO:)
Dec 20th
Why do I sleep so late LOL
Dec 20th
For Christmas, I just want your presence, I don't...
Dec 20th
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spasmeni-deactivated20120314 asked: JOSSSSHHHUAA GEEEE.
okayy sooo. i think you are amazingg lol
youre really an inspiring...
i feel like whenever im ready to give up and let go of everything
you say something and im like wow im really stupidd.
thank you :D
God Bless Youuu.
Dec 20th
I honestly don’t know why but I’m happy all of a sudden. Haha thanks god. I hope that it stays like this for quiet a while
Dec 20th
The awkward moment when you shout the wrong answer...
Then you realize you’re wrong and you’re like:
Dec 20th
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I love febreeze:) I love spraying it everywhere in my room just for the fun of it HAHA, Love the smell:) I get high off of it xD LOLL
Dec 20th
Dec 20th
I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw...
Dec 20th
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Dec 20th
I wish this all was just a dream.
Dec 19th
Fuck you Satan. Go die.
Dec 19th
The “golden age” of my life is over. I’m in the “dark ages” of my life. Shit. God I need you right now. I’m helpless
Dec 19th
Im so stressed out these days so even the most smallest things tick me off. Today i lost 0-2 of my 2 bouts in fencing and i was so pissed. I swear i got them more than the score said but didnt count. Got me so pissed off and now when i look back, i realize how much school changed me in such a bad way. Im not even kidding. I got a short temper now and i have no patience due to my high demands in...
Dec 18th
Looking back in middle school and highschool is very different. First i was excited for highschool but now i hate it. So much workand i literally gave up my social life to become a nerd. Although my averagea are only 93s, im working my butt off. Sigh, i miss talking to everyone. Now im mostly alone just doing my work. Sigh. Now i know what a nerd is like.
Dec 18th
now that i think about it, i wish that my old master came back. My main master fired him making him leave (3 years ago). Man.. i miss him so much. Like no joke, he was such a motivational person who made me into such a great tkd practitioner.  Ever since he left, i lost my influence in tkd and life. i quit tkd and i miss it so much. he was my mentor. taught me morals in life and discipline.  I...
Dec 17th
why cant tkd sparring WTF olympic style be a school sport. dang. I would so join. 
Dec 17th
I dont get why you say shit behind my back in fencing. Just because i lost 3 of 3 of my bouts yesterday doesnt mean you can say its my fault that the boys fencing lost by 1 point to wheatly.  YOUR NOT EVEN A STARTER! I BEAT YOU 5-1 TWICE!  so stop saying shit behind my back. Your lucky enough that i tried helping you today. Hope you know that i try more than all of the freshmans put together....
Dec 17th
Got a fencing meet tomorrow at cold spring harbor. I really dont know how i will do. Not even nervous. just uncertain. I hope i get at least 2-1
Dec 17th
I love massages <3.
Dec 17th
Dec 17th
Random people that dont know me or i dont know you. STOP FOLLOWING ME! K thanks
Dec 16th
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Dec 16th
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I hate sports. I can never enjoy it when i always taste defeat. Sigh, i never experienced the true feeling of victory. Always im dissapointed in myself knowing that i mess up. I never have a “solid” win for competitions. This is why, i dont enjoy sports. Sports make me fustrated and pissed because i mainly lose. When i win i just shake it off because its one win out of like 7287/618...
Dec 16th
I hate guys treating their girls like they their bitch.
Dec 16th
The, "I miss you" feeling.
ayeeekyle: Ever get those feelings where all you can think about is that one person that makes you smile, continously? The feeling of what they are doing. How they are doing. And where are they — All without you? You despise the feeling because, you always wonder if they’re missing you, the way you are missing them.
Dec 16th
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Highlight of my day
had a fencing meet • lost 0-3 in total. Lost to a #2 in county fencer 5-1. Lost to their scrub to 5-1. And lost to their second best 2-4. (i could of got this one. I got a red card making me lose my point-.-) Bottom line, i suck. Time to do my hw. Woohoo 6 hours of sleep.
Dec 16th
School is making my social life drop. LOL sorry guys if i never talk to you guys anymore really.
Dec 15th
So today, i owned that kid who always beats in fencing today. He didnt rub his lose to my face like he did when he beat me like 3 times. (score 5:2 pretty solid) I wanted to rub it back at him but i kept quiet. Took off my mask and saluted. Had that poker face on haha. I dont like showing off and being all faggot like by jumping with joy. I just find that disrespectful in a fencing bout.. I...
Dec 15th